rantin, ravin & carryin on with general nonsense: Archive

May 23rd

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May 23rd

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29 wks, 2 days

I’m not entirely sure when it’s gonna really hit me that this living being inside me is going to be coming out in less time than he’s already been growing inside me..or better said that I have accrued more time with him growing than is left for him to remain in there growing. I cant wait to meet him, I’m a little nervous about it all and how I’ll function with my...

May 23rd

29 weeks..11 to go

And I’m tired, like down to my core tired but not sleepy all the time so that’s kinda lame. I’m also kinda grumpy, not entirely sure what that’s all about tho. I’m just trying to stay with it and let be what will be. Little one moves about which makes me happy, he’s surely gonna be changing my life, already has.

May 21st

15 months and I was tripping at 9…how quickly things can change..in 12 days I become his wife and in 3 months I become a momma but not just A momma but THE momma to a legacy and a trilogy and a child who is loved beyond the words that can describe any feelings. Along with those changes is the continuing of education and birth of a business and an acceptance of living in these moments. While...

Apr 24th

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My fiancé rockin out on a Friday night :)

Mar 3rd

so my high school best friend is getting married tomorrow and i am feeling a little shitty since we haven’t spoken in years…we played cordial at the reunion 2 years ago but that was the last time that i saw her. i realize that people move on and change and nothing stays the same but i still feel a little shitty about the whole thing. i wanted nothing more than for her to be happy and...

Nov 19th

9 months

tomorrow. we will have been together for 9 months. while it feels like forever, it also feels so short of a time. we have done so much together that i can’t even recall individual moments, well not really true, i can totally go back to big bear or sierra vista or palm springs or san francisco but i don’t often think about the individual trips until i start looking at the pictures. he...

Oct 12th

so here i am.

facing the last day of being 29 and going to my masters orientation tonight…kinda serendipitous… i cried this morning. and i am on the verge again now. my feelings are bubbling over. i am questioning everything, down to the way that my clothes are organized. i have made it this far and yet i don’t even know where i have made it to. boyfriend, puppy, car, duplex, job, school -...

Aug 31st

Aug 20th

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Aug 20th

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Aug 20th

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Aug 20th

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I’m burnin’ for you

Aug 19th

stuck-ed-ness

i have said before and I’m sure that i’ll say again even after this…sometimes i have so many words and sometimes there are none at all…i am SO in my head its ridiculous…not sure if i can even connect to processing them through…i’m just gonna go with it and see where it takes me…theres a photo that i have somewhere that talks about taking a chance and...

Aug 17th

Aug 14th

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Re.ignition

Aug 14th

Interesting that this is what my life is at this moment. Moms writing a blog..30 days to 30..last post was day 4..her post brought tears to my eyes. We had made it through our family splitting up. She did a lot of walking and I ate cheese puffs…wonder if that has anything to do with my current weight situation. It’s a weird thought to think about as a child what happens to the parents...

Aug 7th

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Life. 8.6.11 6:26pm

Aug 7th

Good Morning Friday..I hope you turn out to be an awesome day :0)

Jun 25th

roomie talk

 Hey!! Who is this bf who u r moving in with??
 we're already living together 
 his name is d***
 how is it? who is he?
 I feel very behind the times.
 I am so happy for you!!!!!
 haha...you're not really behind the times...didn't really make it a big deal 
 i need info?
 we were together this time last year but broke up last june and then we got back together in january
 how did u meet
 what does he do
 is it true love
 are u getting married
 so many questions
 we met when i was working at the golf tournament last year.
 is he a golfer
 he works as a ********...he's a jack of all trades
 i don't know if its true love...he's a keeper for sure
 sounds good 
 t love? marriage? babies? 
 we haven't talked marriage but everyone already calls us married - including his mom
 i literally laughed out loud when all those questions came!!
 u know me
 had to ask
 i wouldn't want it any other way!!
 i found a card from you when you moved out and it made me miss you lots!!
 we had such a fun time all living together in hindsight 
 i miss u lots
 i loved living together!!
 even during it, although there was  a rough spiro time
 so i just facebook stalked him, which one is he in his pic
 is this his band
 indeed...that's why i said in hindsight
 haha
 haha that's his old work crew
 i can't believe you facebook stalked my boyfriend
 he's in my pictures
 i am very sneaky
 where?
 indeed you are...hence why we are the friends that we are 
 go to fun times in my life and there is a few pictures at the bottom of us
 VERY CUTE! YOU LOOK VERY HAPPY!
 is l*** ur dog
 we're good 
 i think that we compliment each other
 we'll make it up there at some point so he can meet my LB crew 
 that is always good! 
 that needs to happen this summer 
 its definitely different living with him versus roommates...makes it feel more like a marriage at times...i'm sure you know what i mean... 
 he works 6 days a week so we'll have to plan it out...i will do my best to make it happen this summer 
 we should pick a date soon
 how old is he
 32
 perfect age. 
 I can't believe we will be 30
 he's from san diego originally. his family lives in ***** which is just south of where we are
 yeah i know, don't remind me 
 i am excited!
 he's good people. it all happened so fast though which is kinda weird for me...you know me, i am a strange bird sometimes 
 i wouldn't have you any other way!
 look at your calendar and email me or call me with a some good dates to meet
  how's your hubbie? & family?
 THey are good. S*** is great, working hard.
 will do...we're going to san fran tomorrow night through sunday so i'll check next week
 always working hard!
 Have tons of fun!
 XOXO
 xoxo...talk soon!
 thanks for checking in...i REALLY appreciate it